ryan c. taylor// calcium deficiency

Where men have fought and died for ownership I have spilled milky  
white discharge and denied any relation.
They swoon and croon and cry and write and share secrets and make  
mixtapes and call in sick.
I step in, I get nauseous, I step out.
I am a student, an observer, never meant to stay in certain situations  
for extended periods of time.
Pungent 30 second lust making in Southwest America has me questioning  
my relationship with my Mother.