ryan c. taylor// paws

brain beat by hammers

head full of hell couldn't sleep last night

screaming at the mirror think i lost my mind

light busting through the window from the war outside

got off the horse now i'm cursing life

wanna pull the plug with an exacto knife

wanna shut up the voices with a 45

wanna smash up the town and everyone in sight

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i'm losing control

wanna shut up my brain

with an assault rifle

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i did years ago

wanna paint the wall

with fragments of my skull

streetlights screaming

pounding the floor at the SLH

wondering how it ever got this way

praying for the pain to evaporate

itter and remorseful as i walk the streets

hoping for the day that i'll get relief

full of anger and depression think i've reached my peak

full of fear of tomorrow and what awaits for mbe

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i'm losing control

wanna shut up my brain

with an assault rifle

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i did years ago

wanna paint the wall

with fragments of my skull

self loathing asshole

bitter and remorseful as i walk the streets

hoping for the day that i'll get relief

full of anger and depression think i've reached my peak

full of fear of tomorrow and what awaits for me

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i'm losing control

wanna shut up my brain

with an assault rifle

get out of my head

fucking leave me alone

wanna watch it all burn

from my window

think i'm going insane

think i did years ago

wanna paint the wall

*ryan c. Taylor 2010

ryan c. taylor// titan anthem

titan blood go

perverse and reckless

we travel in packs down the midtown streets

violent obsessions

we're here to ruin your night yea we got ill means

we're here to have fun at your expense

hooligoon stomp

tb plays to win

wwooooaaah we're gonna get it in

we've got the suss

animals in heat

we're titan blood

we can't be beat

we keep the faith

houston elite

we're titan blood

kings of the streets

ignorant and careless

smashing up the town we don't talk to police

brazen and shameless

titans on the prowl enemies of peace

wherever we go tensions increased

staring in disgust at what's around me

woooaaahh enemies of peace

we are the truth

houston elite

we're titan blood

we can't be beat

we've got the suss

won't accept defeat

we're titan blood

kings of the streets

*titan blood 2010

ryan c. taylor// pain worship

i saw a plane crash right in front of me, in my backyard, are you listening?

i swear it happened, all the passengers died, the pilot lived, are you listening?

he crawled out from the wreckage, he said to me

"it could have been you, it was a bird i was avoiding"

did you fly too low?

did she fly too high?

he said "the latter, but the bird didn't die"

you give it your all, and all you get, is a plane crash, it's pain worship

the pilot wanted to clip her wings

her silly drive for success left 200 dead

she told her friends she was gonna reach the heavens

if she could just get past those black clouds

did they die in vain?

did she find god?

she's not here now, life drags on

you give it your all, and all you get, is a black cloud, it's pain worship
fear fathered me
brokens humbling
uncontrollably
this is life what with me
refusing to be free
this is life with me

*black coffee 10/7/12