suck me off don't suck me in
cut it off so i can sing again
i prostitute for vicodin
she locked her baby in her bedroom at 10
-cut me a castrato
-girls dig my vibrato (they ought to)
-touch me where you want to
-fight fuck i hate love you
nails cutting through the skin
daughter screams for help but she won't listen
try not to nod and stick it in
just feel the fuzz and fake the conversation
-cut me a castrato
-girls dig my vibrato(but not you)
-kiss/cry empty bottle
-i'm coming down please don't follow
(writing the wrongs. harder harder harder)
war stories galore
a clouded mind filled with fear and remorse
and i don't want it anymore
morbid reflections of an insecure whore
-cut me a castrato
-girls love when i wallow (they ought to)
-sick sells in the brothels
-this old souls had a mouthful
(writing the wrongs)
house widow
they all work at strip clubs(they're all holding hand cuffs)
collectively their souls as empty as my tip cup
i say i won't but i can't get enough
so smash the phone ignore the calls let voicemail pick it up
close the door turn off the lights don't let them see me love
this next act is between me and god above
holy war full of chapped lips and hand love
a selfish descent into push pulls and cry tugs
deep breath, eyes closed, all tears and a fist pump
all jokes, big grins, and a cancerous lump
took out the H and the V and left I
replace with spiritual voids and low highs
life lies small hands and thick thighs
dear gods who when and how whys
deep breath, eyes closed, too quick to hold for ransom
all jokes, big grins, this is no longer fun
took out the H and the V and left I
replace with spiritual voids and low highs
life lifes small hands and thick thighs
dear gods who when and how whys
(xoxo here's to good nights)
leave out names no bad luck
let's talk trains and how i've given up
i say i don't but i do and it sucks
so smash your phone ignore my calls let voicemail pick it up
close the door crawl into bed there's no one left to trust
this next act is between me and god above
you once said i could part seas and raise sons(suns)
lay down and swallow the why me and then some
deep breath, eyes closed, think about what's been done
all jokes, big grins, this is what i've become
took out the H and the V and left I
replace with spiritual voids and low highs
no room for housewives
no bitch all snitch
i'm not alright
