ryan c. taylor// anchorless (part 2)

the compass broke months ago-saving up pennies just to know where i need to go, pity party of 1 left me in the cold, weird when I'm sober to every body but you,yea you. got me wondering what i gotta do to get you, yea you. to look at me like i look at you. north star, carry me home-home being my head where I know that I'm not alone,and when I'm fixed we can go where you wanna go, until then I just wanted you to know that you, yea you. encompass everything that matters to me. you,yea you. represent everything that I want to be. anchorless, but far from free-and if you knew what i knew you would tell me to fuckin leave, a little weird from the drugs it ain't you it's me, being a bastard staying cold is hard in the heat, and you? yea you could be my anchor if for once I would let you be you? yea you could go to hell with me if you wanted to. xoxo

ryan c. taylor// scott st. blues(part 1)

bleach-water-rinse-repeat, cookin' up mud to the sound of a 100 thieves, wheel chair man still fronts if it's in a week, his old lady still fucks at the triple 3, and me? me. still walking like someones after me? me. still talking like someones listening. sweat-shoot-sleep-repeat, walking down scott like i own every fucking thing, DFFL if you know what i fucking mean, and if you don't may gods grace keep you wondering about me? me. still acting like it's all in the past for me? me. still writing like it means something. laugh-cry-laugh-repeat, less talk more type syrup city is killing me, 3rd ward got me begging for fuckin peace, as if peace would keep me from slowly killing me? me. still talking like someones listening. yea me? me. still walking like the world is after me. I am a carrier for selfishness-I was saved from selflessness-While you embody all thats self righteous- Bleach-Water-Rinse- I got poison piss.